My heart aches to have the clouds hiding my moods
To have rain fall disguising my own tears
Feeling the cool wet drops fall from the sky
Softly kissing my cheeks and eyes as I cry
Time seems to be at a standstill
My heart lost to an ache that seems to never end
A loneliness that consumes my inner being
Searching for a life, that has some meaning
Sighing deeply, I close my eyes
Thinking of times that have past
Has my time of happiness come and gone
Without my knowledge that it is done
Should I surrender to the darkness?
Would I even be missed?
In the darkness of what is my life
I search for what I am longing for
I knew what it was, at one point in time
But now, it’s blurred by dirt and grime
As time continues to pass
The edges have begun to fade completely
Life is never ending regardless of the outcome
Perhaps, it has been all said… and done.
©2011 Dellajes Anilom